Episode 50: The FRIEND Zone

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HAPPY 50th Episode to my first BLOG!


I know I've been M.I.A. for a while but school has been extremely fun demanding this semester. Its like I have 3 full time jobs. Meep. 
But enough of the mundane, Now on to complicated stuff.

Trying to wait this season out but it seems everyone is still in love CUFFIN. Meh. 

Up until recently, I always wanted to have a boyfriend❤, just to have one. Seeing all that lovey-dovey, whack stuff actually made ME want to give up my independence just to deal with someone and they're annoying tendencies. Well recently, I've school has helped me decide that a boyfriend, boy-toy, FWB, or "whatever the *bleep* else" ($20 who can tell me where that quote is from) is something I just can't handle or deal with right now. But of course, as soon as I pay no attention to something, it hits me at FULL force.


I'm really used to being put into the...dun, Dun, DUNNNN...FRIEND ZONE. If you've never been put into the friend zone (because I think there are some girls who just aren't good friends) let me explain. The last time a guy showed a genuine interest in me was probably...hmmm... elementary school (when buying me a pencil at the book fair meant genuine interest.) For as long as I can remember, I was the girl that a guy would ask for advice on how to get the OTHER girl...if that makes sense. Basically, it was never; 

"Chanelle, you're pretty, you're smart, I like you, date me," but 

"Chanelle, you're pretty, you're smart, I like you, BUT...I WANNA DATE THAT GIRL OVER THERE WITH THE BIG BOOBS, what should I do?" 

That's the sad truth. But I've learned to accept my permanent spot in the friend zone and I like the relationship I have with guys without the pressure of calling him my boyfriend. I think I give pretty good advice because I've been SO close to SO many situations, I feel like I was in them all. 


Well recently, while enjoying my friend-zone benefits (NOT SEXUALLY, jeeze get your mind out of the gutter) I've been encountering a few friends express feelings for me. Now, I'm not talking guy friends of a few years, I mean guy friends who've seen me go from K-mart sneakers and a 10 o'clock curfew, to Jordan's and Enyce to True Religion to Late nights and Red Bottoms (okay, no red bottoms yet but I'm getting there.) 


How did i transfer from Friend-zone to girlfriend material without even trying?


I'm not saying I'd like to be in every guys friend zone forever because obviously I'll grow up to be old and bitter and live with 57 cats named Wizard Cud, but right now, I just want to get my Mathematics degree and find a job teaching bad ass kids. At least for right now.

P.S. Shout outs to SPRING BREAK. I'm trying to get white girl wasted...after I finish my homework that is. =)


Oh yeah, and check out the Music on my mind page for the only other thing on my mind besides math. Bleh.