Episode 39: #10HardestThings

There are some a lot of things that are harder for me to do than other things. Here are 10 things are are extremely difficult.

1. Start something: Whether its homework, a project, planning something, etc, its always hardest finding motivation to start. Even tying my shoes, I may have to trip or fall a few times before I find the motivation to tie my shoes.
2. Commitment Issues: I can't commit to anything. Plans. A bag. A song on my Ipod. If it wasn't for my parents paying my phone bill, I'm sure I won't be able to commit to that either.
3. Budgeting: "Money comes, money goes, that's why I blow my sh*t like a runny nose." The influential words of Fabolous which has been a strong influence to me financially. Not a good influence for someone who makes more mucus than money.
   
4. Accept weather change: I don't like change, especially change I can't help. I hate when weather gets cold or warm to fast (New York's schizophrenic weather! Totally skipped the 70 degree range.) I will not go out without a fight. I refuse to wear a jacket. Point.blank.PERIOD.
5. Eat healthy: How could doctors tell me not to eat fatty foods when fat and oils are good for my hair, skin, and bodily functions? Well that's how I justify it. I love food and food hates LOVES me. Its also hard for me to share food. =(. I'm so greedy.
6. Hide my New York accent: I'm so New York cocky. I laugh at southern accents, say smale instead of smile and I overuse the terms "mad" and "yo". 
7. Proofread: I'm NOT an English major nor do I live in England, so who cares if I don't speek English or rite it good...well...bueno...WHATEVER!
8. Caring: My sister tells me I have a careless attitude like I do stuff on my own time. Well duh, if I'm not ready to do it, why would I do it? Did you read #1?
9. Buy shoes: I promise I have the biggest feet in the world. Wendy Williams and I are in the same boat, "How you DOIN'?"
10. Read Directions: I really don't like being told what to do which is why I don't read directions on how to put something together, directions on a test, directions to a place, I don't like directions.
11. Taking a test: Is it just me or does everything I study leave my mind moments before taking a test. Ughh. TESTS SUCK.
12. Watching an ex move on: No explanation necessary. See Episode 22. 
13. Drive the speed limit: Unless I'm in Florida where the speed limit is 70mph and they have that super FAST lane that my poor civic probably wouldn't even be able to keep up with...yeah, I won't be doing the speed limit. I don't even know what the speed limit is.
14. Remembering: I have an atrocious short term memory. Whomp. I try to... >_< ...what was I about to say?...
15. Throw away school supplies: A broken stapler, a pen with no ink, a ripped folder...I secretly have a school supply hoarding problem. I don't need help tho. These are my babies. I was meant to be a teacher. Ms Ross; I like the way that sounds. "It's Ms. Ross BEYOTCHHH!"

I know I say 10 things but as I was writing, I realized I'm more effed up than I thought. I'm not saying I'm okay with these things, I admit some of them I need to change but the first step to recovery is admitting I have a problem so here it is,

I HAVE A PROBLEM!

What are some things that are hard for you to do? 

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